Brand New Kind Of Me.

Talk about a personal anthem! I remember hearing and liking this song when it was released in 2012, but hearing it again recently, it took on a whole new meaning.

I watched the video before I added it to this post. The scene where she is singing to herself in the mirror made me ugly cry. It brought my own thoughts and feelings to life. Alicia Key’s words embody the empowerment I am feeling at this point in my life – a new confidence, a personal acceptance, a decision to never again apologies for who I am or what I believe.

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I had a conversation with a friend yesterday about the project I am working on. She asked me if I was abused. I told her yes, for eight years. What I noticed in that moment was that my heart wasn’t pounding. I didn’t feel small or embarrassed or sad or scared or on the verge of tears. I can say things out loud now, that I never would have been able to say even a year ago. Some how, I have flipped a switch on shame. As Mrs. Keys says, “It’s a brand new kind of free.”

So I just wanted to share this with you guys. If you have ever overcome something difficult in your life (who hasn’t?), are trying to overcome something or are struggling with getting out of your own way so that you can, I know you’ll get the chills when you hear this song. I advise taking a drive (by yourself…no kids allowed) and blasting this one!

Let me know what you think!!

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5 thoughts on “Brand New Kind Of Me.

  1. I know where you are coming from about being able to speak up now more than before…even if technically I am still shy. I love your WTFism, though I am closer to 40 😀

    • I’m shy too actually. Well, I say that but I don’t know that others would describe me that way. Especially two glasses on my second glass of wine 😉

      “WTFisms” Ha! I’ve never heard that or even thought about. Awesome.

      I don’t care if a woman doesn’t get to this place until they are in their 60’s…as long as they do. Right?

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